Change
I am doing an attitude adjustment. Give me a second here . See sometimes change is not easy but a good friend reminded me that it is all about my attitude about it. Let's see here. So I am changing my attitude. I am able with God' to look at my life and the challenges that I will face and I know with certainty that victory is imminent even when all around me, including myself says no. Faith. Will. See. Me. Through. See, 2006 was about a lot of changing. Some of the changing was pretty hard to do. An old friend and I have to adjust to our new friendship, if it will exist at all. I have changed. I am changing from having a job to having a career. I have changed. I cannot do a while lot of blaming anymore, nor can I fix my family (had to accept that). I am in the process of changing. Sometimes the changes become rather uncomfortable, rather painful, rather... scary. Heck, I am scared, and that is real talk, but I gotta keep moving.
My goals for next year is all about me doing as EXCELLENT as I can in every area of my life. You read that right. EXCELLENT. I did not say perfect, I will do as well as I can where I am. Wherever that is, if I am learning, if I am growing, if the ground is shifting under my feet and I am afraid, I will handle it as well, as excellent as I can. That is my goal in my spiritual, social, financial, mental, emotional, physical all of the ways that I can. That is my goal, that I search beyond the common and reach for the best that I can in the place that I find myself in while I grow.
God is really good to me, and Christmas was good. A little strained at times, but good. I am greatful that I was able to share a little of me with all that I love and care for. It was good to have my fam around and to give to my folks, friends etc. It has been a bit emotional from me, cause I am about to move into some things that I do not know about, and things are changing with the people and things that I know. I have no shame in saying that I am afraid, but I will keep moving, keep pushing, keep living.
I am thankful for life, breath, family, friends, new opportunities (challenges), my home, my car, God. I am thankful for hope, for knowledge and for wisdom. I am thankful. Struggling, but yet greatful.
PS - I will be glad when this pessimism gets the heck on. I am tired of it now.
Kita
My goals for next year is all about me doing as EXCELLENT as I can in every area of my life. You read that right. EXCELLENT. I did not say perfect, I will do as well as I can where I am. Wherever that is, if I am learning, if I am growing, if the ground is shifting under my feet and I am afraid, I will handle it as well, as excellent as I can. That is my goal in my spiritual, social, financial, mental, emotional, physical all of the ways that I can. That is my goal, that I search beyond the common and reach for the best that I can in the place that I find myself in while I grow.
God is really good to me, and Christmas was good. A little strained at times, but good. I am greatful that I was able to share a little of me with all that I love and care for. It was good to have my fam around and to give to my folks, friends etc. It has been a bit emotional from me, cause I am about to move into some things that I do not know about, and things are changing with the people and things that I know. I have no shame in saying that I am afraid, but I will keep moving, keep pushing, keep living.
I am thankful for life, breath, family, friends, new opportunities (challenges), my home, my car, God. I am thankful for hope, for knowledge and for wisdom. I am thankful. Struggling, but yet greatful.
PS - I will be glad when this pessimism gets the heck on. I am tired of it now.
Kita
posted by Enigma | 7:34 AM
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