Me Content
By getting to "10" I want to be content with my life
So I am working on becoming financially, physically, spiritually, emotionally content.
Another area I am going to work on will be:
FINANCIALLY- Getting my savings back in order, looking into my 401K and paying off bills completely. Ongoing progress - Goal to pay off outstanding debt, December 2008
This content thing takes work ya'll. It ain't worth a dang if your life is not full. So I am going to work in areas I have a passion for. Kita loves the kids, and the arts. Yep. I love the arts. So I am going to think about what I would like to do. Maybe I should join the church choir and start reading my poetry at poetry groups or even start a poetry/ lit group? Hmmmm. We will see.
My life purpose is important to me. Very important. I want to share a lil' love to all that I come into contact with. soooo with that in mind, I have discovered that I need my life to have variety. I like reading, singing, entertaining, discussions, good music etc. Gotta accept all the facets of myself before I invite anyone else to do the same, or heck, I need to be accepting and learning new things about me.
I also am trying to look at exercise differently. My twist on it now is:
Exercise allows me to be healthy and More sexy! It also allows me to prepare my body to have fun dancing, playing, and yeah sensuous fun too ; ) I am going to get with it because I want to bike, skate, play a little basketball etc. like I used to. It is great that the guys will appreciate my new physique. it is more wonderful that I will. It is great that my health and therefore my life will improve. It is not an issue of being worth it anymore. It is an issue of getting with exercise so I can enjoy my life more. I stay in the house a lot, and I entertain myself by eating or being on the phone or sitting on my butt and watching tv. That is enough. Also, I cannot wear my mini skirts like I want to, you know with the sexy heels and whatnot. I liked doing that, I felt pretty and intelligent attractive and approachable. It is time to get back with it for all of the right reasons this time.
Ooooh. I almost forgot to do the five things I am greatful for list. here goes. I am greatful for breath. I am greatful that I do not live in physical pain. I am greatful that I have a wonderful home in a community that is safe, I am greatful that I am learning to love myself more, I am greatful for my family and friends, I am greatful for my wonderful job and employer/ supervisor. I am greatful that I have some funds in the bank and that I can share. I am greatful that I have God and that s/he loves me. I am greatful that I am open minded and I am greatful that I am always willing to learn. I am greatful that I have the gift of words and a beautiful blessed voice, I am greatful.
So I am working on becoming financially, physically, spiritually, emotionally content.
Another area I am going to work on will be:
FINANCIALLY- Getting my savings back in order, looking into my 401K and paying off bills completely. Ongoing progress - Goal to pay off outstanding debt, December 2008
This content thing takes work ya'll. It ain't worth a dang if your life is not full. So I am going to work in areas I have a passion for. Kita loves the kids, and the arts. Yep. I love the arts. So I am going to think about what I would like to do. Maybe I should join the church choir and start reading my poetry at poetry groups or even start a poetry/ lit group? Hmmmm. We will see.
My life purpose is important to me. Very important. I want to share a lil' love to all that I come into contact with. soooo with that in mind, I have discovered that I need my life to have variety. I like reading, singing, entertaining, discussions, good music etc. Gotta accept all the facets of myself before I invite anyone else to do the same, or heck, I need to be accepting and learning new things about me.
I also am trying to look at exercise differently. My twist on it now is:
Exercise allows me to be healthy and More sexy! It also allows me to prepare my body to have fun dancing, playing, and yeah sensuous fun too ; ) I am going to get with it because I want to bike, skate, play a little basketball etc. like I used to. It is great that the guys will appreciate my new physique. it is more wonderful that I will. It is great that my health and therefore my life will improve. It is not an issue of being worth it anymore. It is an issue of getting with exercise so I can enjoy my life more. I stay in the house a lot, and I entertain myself by eating or being on the phone or sitting on my butt and watching tv. That is enough. Also, I cannot wear my mini skirts like I want to, you know with the sexy heels and whatnot. I liked doing that, I felt pretty and intelligent attractive and approachable. It is time to get back with it for all of the right reasons this time.
Ooooh. I almost forgot to do the five things I am greatful for list. here goes. I am greatful for breath. I am greatful that I do not live in physical pain. I am greatful that I have a wonderful home in a community that is safe, I am greatful that I am learning to love myself more, I am greatful for my family and friends, I am greatful for my wonderful job and employer/ supervisor. I am greatful that I have some funds in the bank and that I can share. I am greatful that I have God and that s/he loves me. I am greatful that I am open minded and I am greatful that I am always willing to learn. I am greatful that I have the gift of words and a beautiful blessed voice, I am greatful.
posted by Enigma | 1:48 PM
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