Letting go

Letting Go
I am not holding on to
pain
or resentment
or rejection
or the past
I am letting my heart take me somewhere new
I am
Letting go of what I hold on to
somewhat selfishly
of love
of kindness
of charity
releasing it to the world so that
I can share my heart with others
I am
Letting go
of times when I was committed and they left
of times when I was alone and they did not reach out to me
of times when I cried and they did not wipe my tears
People get in their own matrixes and do not understand the value of friendship
until it is gone
It has all been a lesson
I am not walking in this circle anymore
I am not crying new tears into this dirt
I will not be defeated by thoughts of a past life
with a heart heavy and full of past mistakes and regrets
I am
I will
I can
Live fully
I must
Today I take the first steps
by letting go
no more trying to fit a square in a circle
no circling around a person who is trying to leave
no more impeding anothers or my growth
today I am allowing the Fall and Winter
to let things die and allow
a new birth to start in my soul
I am
Letting it go
Letting it all go
Including the boxes I threw "me" in
I am
Purging pain, failure and hurt and dissapointment
in me and others
and in God
I am
I will
I can
I must
Let go
so that I can be free
I must
let go