No regrets...

When I let God take the lead I am at peace in a way I have never been at peace before. When I let God do his spin on my life, when I stop thinking I really know the answers, when I stop trying to make things be like I want them to all of the time, I mean, it is so very wonderful.

I can gush about the good times, I pray that I will stand strong in him during the tough times. I pray that I will always be in his good graces during the difficult time, I pray that when others lean into me for strength that he will show up and show out and use me. I am praying and hopeful and I do not feel as alone as I used to. I do not feel lost like I used to. It is almost like I am .... No, it is like I am making a slow trek to HOME.

Scary as it is, I realize one day I will no longer live. I am afraid, but I accept that. I am clinging ever more tightly to God's hand. I am walking with him, and he lets me know that only he knows the day and the time and I must concentrate on living today. I will concentrate on living today. One day at a time as fully as I can. No regrets, no regrets, no regrets.

Kita