Time...

Choices.

I am making a choice - Gym 3 times a week. Friday, Sunday and Tuesday.

Food - I am restocking my fridge and pantry and counters with health, good tasting snacks and foods.

School - 2 classes next semester

Work - Open for opportunities - bring the good ones on!! Favor is pouring in and on me.

Changes are coming. Feel it in the air. It is my season, I am enjoying the rain. Growth is on the way.

Love, romance? Ummm. Not right now. Getting me together now. Remembering what I want. I do want a good relationship, but I gotta be able to offer the love and life that a guy wants to right? Not picky about the complexion, want a good connection though. That is a must. I want to be in shape, I want to feel comfortable with my own body and in my own skin. I want to have the courage to dance in front of other folks, I want to be free to sing and be myself. I want to release this weight, I am going to release this pain, this fear. I am going to accept the new changes - I gotta do this for myself. I gotta do this. I am honestly scared as hell of all the changes that I want to make. But you know what, I have done the same shi* long enough. I am not happy there. Time to move forward to something different and I have a funny feeling immensely better.

Time to walk out there into the darkness and pray that God can teach me to fly. Wish me luck ya'll. Here I go again, taking more chances. Who would have ever thought it, huh? This is my season for personal challenges and growth.

Kita