Lately ...

LatelyI have had so much peace of mind I felt like dancin'. I am so happy. I am changing ya'll. Now do not get me wrong, this crap hurts. But I will be ok.

I saw my dear old friend this morning, at first I did not know who she was. She tried to pull in front of me as we got on the highway and I just was not in the mood to let anyone in front of me. I did not know it was her though. It is all good. I still pray the very best for her and wish her well. I am grieving over the friendship, but frankly I know it is for the best. She is not gonna stop being herself or becoming who she feels she must, and I will not stop doing what I must either. I leave that friendship along with a clear conscience. I am so proud that I did not show my butt.

I know that I had much to do with why we got her. I overcompensated for myself, not wanting to disrupt my peace that I longed for after a good run at fighting. Continuously fighting with folks I love - arguing, getting into heated ugly nasty confrontations. Enough. I had it. I overcompensated though for the sake of a fake peace. That overcompensating brought in confusion and misunderstanding obviously. She forgot who I was, and I guess I did too. Oh well.

I am fully awake now and not in the mood for BS. No more disrespect. Love her, I will see her around.

I am being a responsible adult and getting some stuff done at my home. Nothing like taking care of home. It is a bit difficult and expensive but your girl got plans she gotta fulfill. Feel me?

Moving forward,
Kita