Uninhibited Love

You know, I am a relationship kind of girl. I ain't neva been to comfortable with any other arrangement - you know really free - unihibited except with my man. The time or two that I did the sex with no relationship thing I felt very stiff. Truth, I didn't know dude as well as I should have. IF that trust factor is definitely missing I am just too uncomfortable and it ain't gonna happen. Not anymore anyway, LOL!! See, I want to give you my heart to my lover and I want him to entrust me with his as well. I want to feel not one inhibition when we get intimate. I want to let you see my vulnerable side. I want you to smile when you think of me and I wanna giggle when I think of you. I want to know how did you get that mark on your shoulder, I want to kiss that mark and make it all better again. I want him to be my closest bestest male friend, baby, and I want to be his bestest, closest female friend too. Trust. This is what I deserve and what I want. I know that there are a lot of guys who want the same, fear, the great killer of dreams and hopes, kills so much including, well especially, hope.

I want the man I am involved with to know he has seen a good deal of me, cause it takes a life time to know all of anyone, and that he is a lucky man. A good and lucky man. Feel me? I know all of this may seem old fashioned, but hey the truth is the truth. I am down for a love and a life like that. If you are too, heck, holla at me shawt.

Ok. Enuff reveal.

Kita