Relationships
I have had a lot of folks asking me about how are things going on with my friend. They are going. He has a lot on his plate, and it is not like I am his woman to be honest with you. He is someone I am talking to. The application part is done, is he gonna work out with me I do not know. Heck. *grumbling*
I am having a little issue with people who ask like he is 22. Umm, he is over 35, on his taking care of his ill mom, trying to make a better life grind. His plate is full of responsibilities and he is taking care of them. Somewhere unfortunately, we all will be one day. Taking care of someone who took care of us when we were little folk. At present, I am not his responsibility, I am someone he is talking to. That is it. We have had some interesting conversations, we have had a good first meeting. That. Is . it.
Yeah, I am optimistic about how this will go with us. I am not trying to get this man to be my all in all. Only God can do that. I cannot get upset, really I refuse to get upset cause right now he has to take care of his mom. This woman blessed him with life, he should take care of her in her time of need. Dang. Why am I explaining this to folks anyway? His sister has passed and it is on him to take care of everything, including his kids. Look like people would understand and try to emphathize. This is his life and he has to keep himself on track with his goals and everything.
Right now, I am not in his position, but I can imagine the stress and strain. I trust the God that has always taken care of me. I am living my life and doing the best I can. I trust that same God to watch over, uplift and help him during this trying time. If we make it or not, heck I will pray on for him, and I will be there for him. It is what I would want, it is what I would need if I stood in his shoes.
I really, genuinely, enjoy his company, I really would like to see something happen here, but I ain't gonna try to make things happen, feel me?
If he or I realize that his grind is gonna keep us from getting together, then hey, I wish him well and pray he finds who he needs. Just like I did for the other guys it did not work out with. If this is just a continuation of kissing frogs, at least I know that a prince is coming. How bout that, huh?
If he is not willing to adjust himself when he can to spend time, then that is his choice. I will be dissapointed, I prolly will be hurt, but hon, truth be told, I ain't trying to make him what I wish him to be.
Come as you are, let me love you, love me back and let's see if loving each other for a lifetime is possible and what we both want. No games, no jokes, no lies, just God, truth and us and life. Real life, which means that situations nobody wants to deal with will come and support will be wanted and needed. May as well give it now.
See that is what I want. I am worth it, the man I want in my life will be worth the sacrifices and the understanding and what not. Not cause I say it will be that way, it will be that way cause that is what God will say to me and him and we will respond to His voice, not that of our own. Feel me?
Later ya'll. Victory is mine in all areas of my life. I walk boldly and confidently in it, despite the naysayers and the haters.
PS. Please pray for him. No one should be so tired or push themselves so hard.
Kita
I am having a little issue with people who ask like he is 22. Umm, he is over 35, on his taking care of his ill mom, trying to make a better life grind. His plate is full of responsibilities and he is taking care of them. Somewhere unfortunately, we all will be one day. Taking care of someone who took care of us when we were little folk. At present, I am not his responsibility, I am someone he is talking to. That is it. We have had some interesting conversations, we have had a good first meeting. That. Is . it.
Yeah, I am optimistic about how this will go with us. I am not trying to get this man to be my all in all. Only God can do that. I cannot get upset, really I refuse to get upset cause right now he has to take care of his mom. This woman blessed him with life, he should take care of her in her time of need. Dang. Why am I explaining this to folks anyway? His sister has passed and it is on him to take care of everything, including his kids. Look like people would understand and try to emphathize. This is his life and he has to keep himself on track with his goals and everything.
Right now, I am not in his position, but I can imagine the stress and strain. I trust the God that has always taken care of me. I am living my life and doing the best I can. I trust that same God to watch over, uplift and help him during this trying time. If we make it or not, heck I will pray on for him, and I will be there for him. It is what I would want, it is what I would need if I stood in his shoes.
I really, genuinely, enjoy his company, I really would like to see something happen here, but I ain't gonna try to make things happen, feel me?
If he or I realize that his grind is gonna keep us from getting together, then hey, I wish him well and pray he finds who he needs. Just like I did for the other guys it did not work out with. If this is just a continuation of kissing frogs, at least I know that a prince is coming. How bout that, huh?
If he is not willing to adjust himself when he can to spend time, then that is his choice. I will be dissapointed, I prolly will be hurt, but hon, truth be told, I ain't trying to make him what I wish him to be.
Come as you are, let me love you, love me back and let's see if loving each other for a lifetime is possible and what we both want. No games, no jokes, no lies, just God, truth and us and life. Real life, which means that situations nobody wants to deal with will come and support will be wanted and needed. May as well give it now.
See that is what I want. I am worth it, the man I want in my life will be worth the sacrifices and the understanding and what not. Not cause I say it will be that way, it will be that way cause that is what God will say to me and him and we will respond to His voice, not that of our own. Feel me?
Later ya'll. Victory is mine in all areas of my life. I walk boldly and confidently in it, despite the naysayers and the haters.
PS. Please pray for him. No one should be so tired or push themselves so hard.
Kita
posted by Enigma | 9:17 AM
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